The caterpillar

“The caterpillar that prepares itself for metamorphosis, doesn’t look to see if anyone is watching. It is unaware of it’s surroundings or what is to come of it. Those who stop, squat and watch… are entering that caterpillars world just before the most amazing thing happens…All that the caterpillar knows will soon die and as a result a miracle will occur! First though… he must go into the darkness to find the light!” Kimspirational

Healed and Only Healed

“An Angel does not bare witness to suffering & in fact, only sees healed & only healed.An Earth Angel, also did not come to earth to suffer & so they must not give til they have gone dry but rather, the Angel’s of the earth must heal & give to themselves; filling the Divine Cup within & then & only then can they serve others.After all, they came for the human experience, again not to suffer, but to know how to teach others to serve themselves, one cup at a time…” Kimspirational

“A Fish Out of Water”: To the Doyle Family of Miramichi, New Brunswick, Who Mourn Their Missing Father, Charles Doyle

To the Doyle Family of Miramichi New Brunswick, never forget how precious you are to others, no matter how miniscule you feel your efforts are… your work will have expondential ripple effects for others for years to come. You have reminded us all what true love is…

There was a recent article in the Moncton Times Transcipt about 3 men from my hometown, who found remains that are believed to belong to their father and Grandfather, Charles Doyle who went missing last September in a wooded area. I dedicate this blog to them and to the entire search team that endlessly searches still for over 90% of Charles human remains. However, somehow I know Charles’ spirit has walked with them, guiding them all, from the beginning. http://timestranscript.canadaeast.com/search/article/1433163

Charles Doyle was my neighbour growing up so this particular case is closer to home then a psychic/medium cares to get involved with. Though I was mentioned in the article, please know it is not my intention to draw attention to anything more than a deserving family who I care for and love. They need our prayers and support. It was the family that drudged through those woods for a year and it is them alone that deserves the praise. I am saddened to say I didn’t push further that last day I was there. It will always sit in the back of my mind, ‘why didn’t I push a little harder. Why Couldn’t I see more… Why?’. Although, I know well it is harder to see for those you are closer to then it is for stangers.

Everything happens for a reason and in my heart, I know that Charles and the Spirits, at large, knew and still know what they are doing. Every family has something to heal and I feel that the Doyle family did just that this year. I also believe that they needed to teach my childhood community, Miramichi, and beyond, something about acceptance, perseverence, and above all, unconditional love for a father and for one another. I have never seen a family affect that community like they have.

They have brought us all to our knees, helping some believe in something long forgotten…

THE POWER OF PRAYER.

They never gave up… And I don’t think they ever will. A major percentage of Charles is still missing. As I write these words, they are still out there in the bog with unwavering faith that their Dad is still “fully” coming home. They push through, delving and sinking in bog, with depths that most wild animals would steer away from. The article doesn’t show the extent of that bog. I walked through it myself to understand the intensity that they are going through on a daily basis.

The Doyle family is very dear to my heart and I ask the public for prayers for them now and for months to come. Though the skull found has not yet been identified, there is a knowing in the families hearts that it is Charles. After months of search teams scouring the wooded area nearby where Charles was last seen, the family is ready to put this nightmare to rest and put their lessons to good work. I just hope they realize how much they are loved in the process.

Looking back, I realize Charles gave me the earliest teachings and I must say, boosts for who I am today as a psychic. My journey has not been an easy one. In fact, I hid my talents for many years, attempting to avoid the teasing that came anyways and I was not understood by many, even myself. I was a saucy kid, and I wouldn’t sit long enough to listen most days, but Charles made me listen, teaching me something valuable that I’ll take with me for the rest of my life. He said to me, “Kid, they will make fun of you. They won’t understand you. But I want you to know that I believe in you. I know you are here to do something special and one day, it won’t matter what they think of you now. You’ll use your gift to help many people.” I had never told anyone at that point in my life that I was who I am… It haunts me now remembering his words that ring true only now that he has gone missing.

I cry writing those words, ashamed that I didn’t work harder in finding him and I ask for forgiveness from both Charles and the family for not finding him personally. Not for glory, but to honour his teaching.

Afterall, he helped me find me… “a fish out of water!!!”

Many Blessings… Many well wishes… Many deserving restful days.

Thank you Paul Doyle for mentioning me in the article. It was absolutely unexpected and appreciated. Thank you to all the Doyles for bringing our community together as one. I may be able to go home again… “fully” as myself… I’ve travelled the world, literally, running from showing my true self to those I grew up with… no more will I roam…

http://timestranscript.canadaeast.com/search/article/1433163

Life and Death. What does it really mean?

Passing on into the afterlife is a beautiful journey that many ask me about. They often wonder where their loved ones are, trying to fathom the notion that they are not gone, but are rather behind a veil, so to speak. To some this veil is an illusion and few understand the process and grasp the concept of them being gone from the flesh but alive in a different form. Even those that can see them on the other side still question how and ask why? Even myself. Death is a human actuality that all must experience and it is unstoppable by any earthly government, authority or command. Free Will allows all of us to stay or to go and yet, when it is our time, even our Free Will cannot stop the end from coming. To understand death, one must understand life.

There is a process and a transition that all of us must go through when we die. Those of us that are left behind actually have the tougher assignment handling this transition. As our loved ones leave us, a part of what we knew of ourselves also dies. We are left wondering how we can help them transition to the other side? At the same time, how do we let them go without getting tied up in the human mind that struggles and refuses esoteric truths? Trusting to let go may be the single most ultimate mission that we may have come to earth for. Letting go and trusting that they will be taken care of means that we fully believe. What do we believe? Is it in the other side that we need to believe in; is it in God, in Heaven; or Albion as William Blake would have it? Letting go means that we have given up control and know that there is a hand always guiding us. Does that make us puppets? Does it mean that when we try and take the control that we are playing God?

Death is what we live for. Once we have left the realm of innocence; our childhood, then we use experience as a way of teaching ourselves to prepare for death. Rembembering that death is a new beginning is key. We live our lives, experiencing hurt, pain and sorrow, learning to let go of people, events, places, thoughts, and things. We are not alone in this struggle. Why do we go through all this? Does it make sense to come to earth, knowing of the struggle that lies ahead? To whom does this serve? If God is in control, why would He/She allow this to happen? Could Karma be an answer? Is Karma something we come to pay off or is Karma just a happenstance?

Many of us have lived other lifetimes on this earth. We have loved and been loved and we have hurt and been hurt. Loving another is a type of karma and this is a way of paying off old karmic debt that we have not tidied up from the past. Also loving others, giving them freedom of choice, and doing good deeds are ways to create good karma in our lives so that it will come back to us in the same way, both in this lifetime and those that we may be going into one day. On the contrary, some must experience a pain that they once inflicted on another, in order to pay off what they have done. An eye for an eye? Karma for a Karma?

Karma and experience are part of a lesson plan that we prepare and sign up for before we come to earth. Neale Donald Walsh’s children’s book, “The Little Soul and the Sun” describes what I am referring to quite nicely. If you want a quick read and an excellent gift to help another understand forgiveness, I highly suggest it. We choose our lessons before we come to earth, in order to learn what it is that we are meant to learn. Perhaps we experience things on a higher scale so that the wisdom that we need for our true purpose can be learned quicker, so we will do what it is that we are meant to do. For instance, the best councelors are the ones that had the hardest lives. If we live in a white picket fence world then we don’t have much room for experience. Without failure, we cannot show another the steps that it takes to get to where they desire to go. Without falling one cannot say they understand how it felt to fall and how to avoid the fall in the first place. Without loss one cannot appreciate what they have. Without experience, we are amateurs at best. With no experience we would feel naked and naive. Experience is no fool. Shakespeare would tell us from wherever he is now… “Better a witty fool than a foolish wit!” A wise fool is better accepted into Heaven than a non-experienced spirit. Those that have not experienced it all have been sent back for the next lesson and then the next and then the next.

If you or someone you love has come to the earthly plain and is or has suffered, smile for them. A wise teacher once told me to enjoy the pain, as it won’t last long.

Why do I speak of all these things when it is Death that I originally spoke about? Well we must die to live. When we cross over we get to meet beautiful angels like Archangel Michael who protects Heaven; Archangel Azrael, the angel of death and new beginnings; Archangel Jerimiel who lovingly shows us the video of our lives showing us what we did right and how we could have avoided things or done things easier and better. We get to meet up with our past loved ones, past loved pets, and most importantly we get to create our own Heaven. How exciting is that? The more we suffered on earth, the more struggle we had and the more enlightenment that we recieved from that initial struggle made it all worth the hard work. To inspire just one is worth the journey. Maybe that one person was yourself and along the way, from your experience, you may have had a chance to help another.

A young female spirit child once told me how excited she was to talk to her grandmother on earth. Her grandmother was hurting so bad and missed this child and the child’s sister, as they had both died of the same disease, devastating many in their community. The girl sang and twirled and told me how she loved school and wanted so much to live long enough to finish it. She was excited to announce that she had created her little Heaven as a classroom. She studied hard and worked on her certificate and was pleased to announce that she had graduated. She asked that her grandmother hold a grad party for her to celebrate her accomplishment. She wanted a cake, balloons and a feast. She insisted that the whole family come. Well that grandmother indeed honoured her wishes and did all that she asked of her. I went to the party and celebrated along with the family. It was a beautiful event. Little did any of us know that less than one month later the grandmother would also pass away. I had to sit back for a while after she had passed wondering why? And especially since I can see them on the other side, why couldn’t I see it coming. It made me question myself.

Then, one day, it dawned on me that it was not just the graduation this young spirit was celebrating. She was excited that her grandmother would soon be coming home. She experienced what she needed to, her journey was done. She taught all that she needed to teach and learned all that she needed to learn. The trust she had though, the faith that those little girls were ok was the biggest lesson that she left many others with. Perhaps some questioned why she would buy a graduation cake for someone that had already passed. Without that party, she herself would not have been able to say good-bye to the ones she was about to leave behind. I feel her every day and I carry a shoe with me still that the child asked me to give her on the day of the party. I gave her the other half and told her, not knowing the true philosophy of what I was actually saying, “I will always be here to speak for you. I give you this shoe and I will take the other half. When you need me, bring me the shoe and I will be there. I find rocks now that look like shoes wherever I go. I admit now that it is her who is helping me and she comes to me and guides me when I need it. How blessed am I to have trusted the message and became the receiver of the message later on. I know that she is in a good place; dancing, laughing and playing with those little sweethearts. Where she is, there is no pain, no suffering and all the lessons are understood. It is not them that we need to work on or worry about how to help, as they are well taken care of. It is us that we need to ask Heaven to help. Of course, we can pray for them and those prayers are well received but the biggest gift we can give them is letting them go. What our past loved ones want the most is for us to learn our lessons and to work on us. They want us to thank them for the learned lessons so they don’t have to send us new ones. For example, if we ask them for help learning patience, then they will send someone to help us learn patience. If we thank them for our learned patience, they get excited and look for something new to teach us so we can help another.

Dedicated to the ones I love on earth who have lost someone dear to them and to the loved ones in Heaven, I salute you for being brave enough to take the journey.

You have inspired me.

Thank you for not giving up on us even when we held you back from going where you needed to go.

I set you free…

I am not worried about you. 😉

Love and Light,

Kimspirational

Total Eclipse of the Moon! How to deal with the overload of emotions that come with it.

A lunar eclipse occurs when the moon passes behind the earth so that the earth blocks the sun’s rays from striking the moon. This can occur only when the Sun, Earth, and Moon are aligned exactly, or very closely so, with the Earth in the middle. Hence, a lunar eclipse can only occur the night of a full moon. The type and length of an eclipse depend upon the Moon’s location relative to its orbital nodes. The most recent total lunar eclipse occurred on June 15, 2011; it was a central eclipse, visible over Europe and south America after sunset, over Africa and most of Asia, and Australia before sunrise. The previous total lunar eclipse occurred on December 21. 2010, at 08:17 http://www.answers.com/topic/lunar-eclipse-2

In my opinion a lunar eclipse is a super charged full moon. If you are feeling the effects of the recent lunar eclipse, then you are not alone. Everyone and their dog is feeling differences within themselves at this time and emotions are running high. Times like this can be an opportunity for new beginnings and if one does not get too caught up on the different emotions that they are feeling every 3 minutes, they can use this experience as a cleansing. So it is important to be good to yourself at this time and in the week that follows this eclipse. These effects will last til 3 days following the eclipse. Allowing yourself and others space at this time is important.

Open your heart. This is a great time to experience a heart opening. After all, eclipses often and always have something to do with relationships. Instead of feeling disoriented and upset with the world, one can actually feel stronger at this time by doing something productive towards oneself and ones goals and from there will help build goodness towards their future and towards relationships. When emotions are affecting you, it is always best to take a step back and explain to friends, family and partners that you need your space. This will save a whole lot of misunderstandings. Keep in mind, if you are feeling this way, so are they, so honour them in the same way.

During the full moon eclipse, the sun and the moon are in opposition. In the dark, we usually look for the moon to light our path, but being left in the dark, we are forced to go within and find the light within the darkness. Our perspective is very important at this time, as illusions can take over and imagination can run wild and so this can often be the cause of the disorientation that one may be feeling.

We are made up of 70% water, so the tides within us are shifting at ever increasing waves at this time. It is important then to not make any rash decisions, though studies would show that this is the time when many decisions do end up being made, new perspectives are formed, communications are resolved, sexual frustration is released, proclamations are verbalized, action is taken, vulnerabilities are shown, pressure and build-ups are erupted, crisis is revealed and art is born. Hmmm? Wonder how many babies are conceived during these times?

Emotional times are healing times.

Remember to be kind, rewind if you say something you do not mean and stay in the now.

Open your heart and let the healing begin.

Things to do to help you ground at this time:

1.Take a bath. Water is a great healer and conductor of energy. It will aid in your own healing and with crystals in the water will amplify the energy of the crystal and its properties.

2. Art. Imagine when emotions are flowing so is your muse within you. You can create unimaginable things at this time, whatever your art form is. For example, my friend decided to use her emotions and healing at this time as an opportunity to create her own new art form as shown in the photo attached. Look for more healing mandala art work coming soon!!!

3. Music. Play a musical instrument, do sound healing on yourself or listen to inspiring and soft music with sounds that uplift you.

4. Make an effort or take on a challenge: Everyone has a closet to be cleaned out, a garage to be sorted through or a basement to get ready for a yard sale.

5. Write! Let it flow!

6. Meditate.

7. Connect with nature.

8. Take time out!

9. Finish up an old project.

10. Read. Catch up on an old book that you put down for are while.

Kimspirational
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